Just like this wolf here to the left, I feel so alone. When I'm with others, I feel even more alone. When will this pain end? When will the tears subside? When can I stop my lonesome howl to the moon?
I try to be around my family, but with as much as I love them, I still count down the minutes until I can hide in my room again.
I want to feel again. Feel whole, feel emotion other than pain & sadness, feel like I belong to something greater than just myself...
If he only knew what pain he's caused, it's almost like I fell backwards through time and landed back in the same place I was when Rich left me. I can't go through that again; that pain was the most devastating pain I've ever felt in my life.
I need to find a way out of this hole...and soon...or else I'll be howling alone for a long time to come...
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