Feeling kinda useless and helpless at the moment. The boy ran into his ex tonight after work and he overheard her tell her new boyfriend that she loves him. The boy is devastated. He's now going thru what I went thru with Rich. It's killing me that there's nothing I can do but emotionally be available for him; I wish that I could be there physically for him, to console him and take care of him. I know what that feeling is like. I know it very well, the pain, the hurt, how much it hurts to know that they've moved on already and that you haven't quite yet, even if you have started into a new relationship yourself.
I know I have some shoes to fill, but now that he's going thru this, it should make things easier on me to show him that I'm NOT her, that I'm not going to cheat on him like she did, that I'm not going to hurt him like she did. I hate that he's going thru this right now and that I can't be with him right now, but I'm so relieved that he's finally going to get her out of his life for good.
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